wickedgraceless | darilaros

I'm surprised the Inquisitor didn't want to explore this mystery for herself, then. It seems quite like her usual taste for deadly and curious magic.

[ Despite the genuine unease Daenerys feels going in blind, there's at least fondness – if accompanied by some exasperation.

A shift in the thick, grey air carries a whiff of sulfur and copper. Sickly tendrils of yellow-green wind among the tree branches, faint and barely there, but Daenerys's horse stops short with a whinny of distress. Daenerys grips her reins tighter, alarm in her eyes as she reaches forward to set a soothing hand along her steed's neck. ]

Whoa, now. Easy, Bryland. Easy.

[ The horse tosses his head. He tugs fitfully against his bridle and grinds his teeth against the bit. ]

Unfortunately this is not the only occurrence of deadly and strange magic in recent days.

[ Indeed, the Inquisitor is currently investigating another such instance with Varric and Cassandra as they speak. Their resources have always been stretched thin, and this is just one example of such.

He turns sharply as her horse begins to spook, approaching carefully as he attempts to assist. He puts a hand out to Bryland, hoping to help calm the steed. ]

It may be better for you to continue on foot, Your Grace.

[ The horse tosses his head again, away from Cullen's proffered hand as he continues to stomp his hooves in the muck. Daenerys tightens her knees to keep from being tossed into the swamp. ]

Hold his bridle.

[ She means it to be a request, but it comes far more order as her tension rises. She needs to dismount, but nervous as Bryland is, she fears trying to throw her leg over his side just yet. ]

I've got him.

[ Cullen slips a hand into the reigns, trying to hold her horse steady. This is far from his area of expertise, but where her safety is concerned, he puts all his focus, trying to calm her horse enough to let her dismount safely. ]

There you go boy, it's alright, gentle now.

[ Mercifully, Bryland doesn't buck as Dany gathers her cloak, slipping one boot free of its stirrup and swinging her leg up. She manages to come down without incident, the muck of the swamp immediately caking worn leather. She's about to take the reins back from Cullen, but as soon as the horse seems to realize he's free of his rider, his antsy stamping takes over threefold. Hooves rise and stomp into the mud, splashing it around their feet, and once again, Bryland yanks fiercely at Cullen's firm grip.

Startled, Daenerys stumbles a couple cautious steps back. She reaches out to the horse, her palm up. ]

Bryland—

[ The green light filtering through the branches thickens above their heads, reflecting in the dark pools of Bryland's eyes. He whinnies and rears back, kicking his front legs into the air with a desperation and fear Daenerys had rarely seen in a horse before. She instinctively reaches out for Cullen's arm, trying to yank him clear of Bryland's wild bucking. ]

Daenerys!

[ He shouts it suddenly, in the heat of the moment not concerned with titles or hierarchy. Instead, his arms shoot out to wrap around her, pulling her close to him, out of harms way. It was foolish to let her enter here on horseback in the first place, and he finds himself regretting that now. He keeps his arms securely around her, even as her horse still seems to fight against the very atmosphere. ]

Here, I've got you... are you alright?

[ Daenerys might have taken a moment to be impressed by how quickly Cullen reacts – if she wasn't so startled by how suddenly she's dragged back from the horse. Silly now, she realizes, to try coaxing him safely free, when Cullen is clearly the stronger of them both. She gasps, reactively grabbing hold of Cullen's coat as she watches Bryland rear back.

As soon as the horse is free of Cullen's grip, he tries to back away, turning and running in the opposite direction.

Daenerys watches the horse quickly disappear into the thick air of the bog, her eyes the size of saucers as she tries to recover enough to reply. ]

I—

Yes, I'm— I'm fine. But Bryland...?

[ Cullen is tense even as the horse flees, not seeming to relax until it has disappeared out of sight. It disturbs him to think just how badly that could have gone. ]

Ah, well, he did go back the way he came. [ He finally becomes cognizant of the way he still has his arms around her, dropping them with a long exhale. Not off to a great start here. ] Perhaps he'll be waiting for us when we leave.

[ For as unsettling as it all was, the dread of why her horse fled begins to stir in him. After a brief visual inspection of Daenerys, he turns to scan the woods, the tendrils of light still shimmering amid the branches. ]

... Perhaps.

[ Though Daenerys doesn't sound convinced.

(The forest isn't doing much to reassure her.)

She's too on edge to notice the loss of Cullen's arms more keenly, and her eyes follow his skyward – or, rather, to the trees that twist and churn above them like gnarled clouds. ]

Commander... [ She's careful, uncertain. ] What is that light?

I'm afraid I'm not quite sure.

[ Though he can certainly make a guess. He's seen something similar before, and it never means anything good. But they weren't here to see signs of trouble and run away, after all, and so, they must press on. He reaches to put a hand on her arm, offering a reassuring squeeze. ]

We can take a moment, if you like.

[ Daenerys shakes her head – adamant, if still uneasy. ]

The sooner we find the source of this magic, the sooner we may leave this place.

[ Truly, what it comes to. She feels exposed without Drogon, because she is; she can offer little in a fight. While she knows her dragon will come when she calls, she also knows that she is no use with a blade, nor can she bend the Fade at her fingertips.

Functionally, she's useless.

She manages to turn a faint smile his way. ]

You'll forgive me if I have no taste for returning this way, when we have finished. I may have to request you join me on Drogon.

Of course.

[ Despite his training, magic will always make him intrinsically uncomfortable, even as his duty is to guard it. He has no more desire to delay here than she does. ]

Ah- [ His grip tightens on her arm at the mention of Drogon- although he's not sure it's from fear or exhilaration of riding a dragon. By the maker. He pushes the thought from his mind, that should be the least of his concerns at this point. ] Of course, as you would wish it.

[ He turns his gaze back towards the strange shimmering lights overhead, following the path they twist above them. ]

I think following these will be our best bet.

[ The added pressure prompts a questioning lift of her brow, but since he doesn't look petrified, she'll accept it.

Daenerys glances up again to the trees, watching the light. It flickers, brightens and dims, with the strange appearance of fog twisting among the leaves.

Maker, just looking at it feels unnatural.

Daenerys steels herself, takes a steadying breath, and then nods ahead. ]

Just so, Commander. Lead the way.

As you wish.

[ He does take just a moment to steady himself, a single deep breath to help center himself. Her horse spooking has put them both ill at ease, but it shouldn't be enough to have him turning tail. ]

Just stick close to me.

[ He watches the light another moment- yes, they seem to be twisting away to the south. He keeps the pace steady, alert to any lurking dangers; but it seems there are none. That is, until they seem to come upon the source of the mysterious lights.

A stone structure sits alone in a clearing, dilapidated and crumbling. It appears as though it were once a church, though now it is largely in ruins. It would only be a mildly unsettling sight, were it weren't for the pillar of a haunting green light emerging from its ruined roof. ]

Well... I think we've found our source.

[ Daenerys need not be told twice to stay by Cullen's side. He is, after all, the one with the sword.

The bog continues to be as unpleasant and unwelcoming as it was at first blush, and Daenerys keeps her eyes peeled for trouble, ready to call on Drogon in an instant. The only true comfort she feels now is the distant beat of wings she can pick out in the eerie silence of the forest. She doesn't fall behind or stray from Cullen, all the way until they reach the ruins and its steady stream of light. The sickly green turns Dany's stomach, the prickling of instinct screaming for her to run.

It reminds her of the rifts in the Fade that had led her to seek alliance with the Inquisition, but this seems less like the Veil has been rent apart; it feels intentional. The ancient walls aren't crawling with demons or spirits, but the pillar of light spews forth a thick fog, slowly roiling outward across the swampbed. ]

... Yes, I would say that we have.

[ Dany's jaw is set, her posture upright and steely, but she can hear her heart thundering in her ears. ]

It... doesn't look like the rifts that can be managed by the Inquisitor's mark.

[ How he wishes their mission were simply to take note of the anomaly and leave it to someone else to manage. Unfortunately, they were the 'someone else' in this situation. Cullen lets out a soft huff of breath, setting his shoulders and resolving himself to take of this, no matter what may come. ]

Your Grace, I understand if you might feel hesitant. [ Some part of him wants to keep her away from this- this truly wasn't what they had recruited her for. This was well and truly dangerous and he wasn't supposed to be asking her to venture into it- and he was resolved to that much. ] You should wait here, I'll take a look and see what's going on.

[ Daenerys balks at the suggestion, looking up at Cullen with alarm. ]

You intend to approach on your own?

[ That isn’t reassuring. ]

Do you think that wise?

I... well, probably not.

[ There's no point in lying, and he doesn't want to put her in danger- not any more than he wants to go in alone. ]

But I would be no proper knight if I brought you into harm's way.

[ If Dany's honest, she might say that they're past the point of the potential for harm.

Whatever is responsible for the light is worth nothing but trouble. ]

Cullen. [ His given name, now. ] Either I'm with you in there, with enough time to call for Drogon, or the Commander of the Inquisition is putting himself at drastic risk without whatever small advantage I can offer.

[ As she speaks, the roiling fog thickens around their boots, the air heavier as the light weaves outward. Despite how unnerving the whole environment feels, she doesn't notice the subtle changes – like slipping into a dream at the first moment of sleep. ]

[ Cullen takes in a long breath, exhales it in a sweeping sigh. He has spent his life training to deal with magic and the ills it brings to the rest of the world, so nothing about this should particularly perturb him. It's only is present company that gives him pause, torn between wanting to ensure her utmost safety and wanting her to accompany him. ]

Very well then. [ He collects himself, seeming to stand taller now than he had a moment ago. If nothing else, he can use the drive he feels to protect her as drive to spur him forward. ] Then we will investigate this together.

[ And with that, he forces himself forward, towards the collapsing building. The magic in the air- the streams of flickering green, seem to strengthen as they approach, now crackling with life. ]

[ Daenerys resists the urge to crowd Cullen as they approach the ruins. She can't help it, when she's keenly aware of how vulnerable she is without a contingent of guards – something she and her brother did without for years, but now? Rarely does is she ever left to her own devices.

And before the Inquisition, she certainly wouldn’t be left to a swamp consumed by whatever strange Fade magic is trying to seep into the real world. The air feels like its own weight, like something is physically pushing against the Veil. She is by no means a mage, but this isn't an unfamiliar sensation; it feels like... when she sleeps.

She's seen flashes of the Black City in the far reaches of her dreams, heard the voices of dragons and Old Gods, watched as history and spirits played before her in twisted accounts of emotion and memory – so often not her own. She walked surreal paths, whatever was presented before her, and accepted it as little more than the unreality of dreams. She couldn't bend the Fade to her will, awake or asleep, but she traveled through it with little awareness of what differed so terribly from those without magic.

(Solas approached her about it once, in his polite and quizzical way. He asked her about her dreams, and as she shared bits and pieces with him, his brows only rose. He offered, "How curious,” before he seemed satisfied that she’d given him all she could.

He made vague mention that perhaps it was some expression of her family's bond with their dragons – but he had no other explanation on hand.)

Now, as the light pours into the sky, eerie clouds take the place of the gnarled forest. No longer can Daenerys hear the distant beat of Drogon's wings, and the first step on stone rather than mud seems to tilt the entire world sideways. Beyond the ruined walls, Daenerys can see a wavering in the green light, craggy rocks and disjointed pieces of a sickly realm – and so many eyes.

Breath catches in Daenerys's lungs, and she reaches instinctively for Cullen's coat as the ground beneath her feet gives way.

Her fingers close around the empty air.

The swamp goes black. ]

[ In the blink of an eye, everything changes. One moment, he's sturdy and stalwart on solid ground, preparing himself for whatever manner of creature might be waiting for them. And the next- the world seems to fall away at once, and while he whirls about to reach for Daenerys, both to grab onto her and to have something to hold onto himself, she's gone before he can even fully extend his arm.

And then... falling. Or perhaps, floating? It's hard to say either way, but darkness folds around him and leaves him weightless, lost and drifting. He can't recall if he's been like this for minutes, or years. The darkness stretches away from him in every direction, forever and a little further. What had he been doing before he became lost in this place? It's just on the edge of his mind, and then it slips away.

At least he's on solid ground now. Of course, safe in Skyhold, alone in his quarters. And he's... he was... Cullen sits in bed, alone and confused- no, confused doesn't quite describe it. His head is swimming, his stomach roiling, and in a moment he finds himself leaning over the side of the bed to retch.

That's right, he's sick. Or not sick...

Trembling hands reach for a box tucked under his bed, where bottles- most empty- clink together as he drags it onto his lap. This will be the last time, he tells himself, this time he means it. One more hit, and he'll get himself sorted out.

He tips the bottle of lyrium back, drinking deeply. There. Now his head should clear up, the shakes will stop. At least for the moment. He stashes the bottle away with the other empties, shoving the whole box back under his bed. Dizzy, he starts to pull himself out of bed- surely he's needed somewhere, surely he's meant to... to...? His legs betray him and send him sprawling back into bed.

Cullen rolls onto his side, presses his face into his hand, and groans. How had he let this happen?

[ When the world swims back into focus, Daenerys can feel earth beneath her feet – but beneath thin sandals instead of her reliable leather boots. The warm weight of her coat has vanished, her traveling dress and riding trousers forgone for a gown she's only worn in what feels like a different life. Demure, pink, and her braids foregone as her hair falls in white waves around her cheeks.

She hasn't abandoned her braids for years now – not since her marriage, not since her own victories stand behind her name.

Confused, displeased, she reaches up to brush her fingers through her curls as her other hand clenches in the thin fabric of her dress.

She feels— raw. She feels too keenly the weight of the man who dictated how she be clothed, how she be presented.

She hates it.

But just as readily as she recognizes her dreams as little more than that, she can feel that this isn't— real. She can remember the horrible bog and the sickly green light, the magic, the eyes... And, finally, the rest of the world melts into focus, and Daenerys finds herself standing along a ruined path. Everything is tinted with the same green from the swamp, and she can see the clouds above swirling on into eternity – with a looming city far in the distance. Craggy rocks float around her, water dripping down stone faces and fading into thin air, the surreal sense of unreality seeping into every inch spread before her. Dany allows herself to take it all in, until finally, she steps forward.

The world doesn't waver.

If this is a dream, she wonders, what has become of her body? Has she fallen unconscious? Has something overtaken both her and Cullen?

And then she remembers: Cullen.

Dany turns on her heel, her eyes sweeping across the ruined land. ]

Cullen?

[ The word echoes out, the sound distorted, swimming through the air like ink suspended in water. ]

Cullen?

[ The Commander's name refracts back as a small wisp of light gathers before her, leaving a bouncing ball hovering in place. ]

Cullen?

[ It repeats itself as it wobbles harmlessly in the air.

This isn't the first time Dany has come across one of the tinier, shapeless spirits. She's had the good fortune of never encountering one intent on trickery, and given her options... she finds she has little choice but to see if this wisp can give her directions. ]

Yes; Cullen. Another human, like me.

[ The wisp bobs along, like it's nodding. ]

Have you seen him?

[ Instead of a direct answer, it repeats, ]

Cullen?

[ But it starts to float away from Dany, down a rocky path leading on.

... Well, she reasons, she was going to have to start somewhere.

Dany gathers the thin skirt of her dress in both hands as she follows close behind the wisp, her gaze still sweeping across the open expanse of the Fade. She doesn't usually feel unnerved by her dreams, but this is... different. Intentional in a way she's never experienced – and one she'd very much like to leave behind, as quickly as possible.

Down the path, out of the craggy outcroppings of rock, Daenerys suddenly recognizes the familiar shape of a tower – Cullen's tower. The wisp comes to a stop in front of the appearance of cobblestones that wind up towards a door she knows too well. ]

Cullen?

[ The wisp repeats itself in its approximation of Dany's voice, and Dany takes that as the closest she'll get to encouragement. She turns a grateful smile its way, then starts up the cobblestones to the messy replication of Cullen's tower. Daenerys lets herself into the commander's office – dark, untouched, with none of the light or warmth she's come to associate with the space.

Again, she calls out, ]

Cullen? Cullen, are you here?

[ As the lyrium begins to twist through him, some of the worst of it begins to fade away. His hands no longer shake, the pain in his stomach settles, but the fog that seems to cloud his mind scarcely dissipates. Hadn't someone promised him, if it became this bad, they would... what would they do? The memory dances out his reach, and only the vague recollection of a muffled conversation surfaces.

Up. He needs to get up. Clear his head. If only the world would stop spinning for a moment. He holds his hands above his face, watching as his vision splits and doubles his fingers from five, to ten, to five. At last they come fully into focus, and he feels ready to at least sit up. Even that takes what feels like a Herculean effort, but he's managed to get himself up right again.

And then... is that a voice? He turns his head left and right, searching for the origin, finding nothing. His memories must be getting crossed again, he's remembering someone, surely, but who? Dany's voice seems to play on loop in his head, and endless reverberation of 'Cullen, Cullen, Cull... are you here... here... are you... ' A face drifts blearily into his thoughts, wreathed in flame, beautiful and powerful. He knows that face, surely.

In the end, Cullen doesn't answer her anymore than he answers the voice that repeats in his head. But it's difficult to miss the sound of him crashing to floor overhead. ]

[ Dany can't help the way she physically starts when the silence is broken by a loud "thump!" from the loft overhead. ]

Cullen?

[ She calls out again, even as she heads to the ladder. She has to hike the dress up enough that it doesn't catch on her feet as she scales each rung, until her head clears the open floor.

Oh. ]

Cullen!

[ Alarm overtakes confusion as she scurries the rest of the way up, closing the space between her and the man sprawled out on the floor.

Dany kneels beside him, reaches to set a hand on his shoulder. ]

What's happened to you?

[ Concern and sympathy bleed into her voice as her gaze sweeps over him, searching for any signs of injury. ]

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this week was a rollercoaster, so sorry for the delay!!

welcome back!

tyty!!

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WALL O TEXT gomen

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